因想念。。而哭了。。。

家里的小孩刚刚从房间走出来去厕所。。。
忽然让我发现。。。她哭了。。。

原来她正在想念家乡的另一个表姐。。。既是我的肥肥堂妹。。哈！
难得学校假期可以回家乡玩嘛。。。
但去了三天就得回了。。难免会不舍得咯。。。
所以。。。每当夜深人静时。。
我家这小孩就想起了和她一起玩的阿艺姐姐。。然后就情不自禁的哭了。。
回来的那一晚已哭了一回。。。今晚又哭了。。。

小孩是很天真纯洁的。。。
是喜欢就是喜欢。。
是讨厌就是讨厌。。
是这样就是这样。。
不会隐瞒内心的感觉。。

回想小时候的我也是如此。。
和现在一起住的姑姑（即这小孩的妈妈）感情非常好。。
久久才回家乡一次。。。见到她就非常的高兴。。开心到不得了！
每当要离开时。。我也同样的哭了。。
因为心里的那种舍不得及想念。。。
让我像现在的她一样。。
情不自禁的。。。
偷偷的。。。。。哭了。。

家里的两个小布丁姐姐~憬慈&妹妹~憬恩。。就是姐姐哭了。。

这就是憬慈想念的肥肥阿艺姐姐。。我在家乡的堂妹。。

较小时候的憬慈在家乡玩得多么开心。。。难怪会不想回来城市的家。。。

周公忘了约我

夜深人静的这一刻。。全家大大小小都入了梦乡。。
我。。竟然睡不下去。。
周公，你干嘛今晚忘了约我？？讨厌你！
最讨厌这种感觉！讨厌这种有觉睡不着的感觉！

天啊! 谁来救救我呀？
没有谁啦。。大家都休息了，明天不用上班咩？！

好懊恼。。怎么办？
没有怎么办。。只有继续努力全力以赴的做好。。
好辛苦。。后悔吗？
没有后悔过。。只有继续往前让自己不用后悔。。

呆呆的想着如何如何？？
电话来咯。。救星啊！哈哈。。

刚刚和一位我觉得她真的是个很棒的友人谈天。。
她知道我的问题所在。。就拨个电话与我聊天。。
我很佩服她！欣赏她！崇拜她！太赞了！
好一句：“不做就不做，要做就做好它！”
下一句：“Anytime…. Anywhere!”
后一句：“全力以赴，做到最好！最重要对得起自己。。酱做人才会开心！”

她是我想学习的对象。。
谢谢她在我梦游乱走时骂醒了我。。
谢谢她在我迷失自我时给方向我。。
谢谢她在我不知所措时给方法我。。
谢谢她在我受尽挫折时给鼓励我。。
谢谢她在我失眠的这一刻安慰我。。

真的非常谢谢她的真诚对待。。

凌晨一点四十八分。。
睡吧！
晚安！

Meet 'you' at last...

Previously...I didn't realize this is a very nice and romance song...
Slowly...I attracted by the soft and slow melody...
Recently...I really love this song so much....
This song actually in my music player list for so long time, but I seldom play it because I always play and repeat the songs which I like most only in one time.
Finally...it's 'your' turn for me to playing and repeating now....
Because as this moment... I already play it and repeating it for whole day...

~BETTER~

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
is say it..it's better

I can't conceal
This way I feel
For all the times we spend together
Forever just gets better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

I'll stand by you
If you stand by me
I think it's time that I reveal it
Cause I believe it
It's better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
If you're here it's better

Ooh I'm alright charm to you
I fall in love with everything you do

Oooh..

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
is say it..it's better

In my life, really full of many things as the songs in my music player list.
Sometimes, I only focus to other and didn't mention other things which is good thing as I didn't realize this is a nice song I like much now.
But, round and round I meet 'you' at last....as long as 'you' are in my life as 'better' in my music player list....

惊喜的礼物

今天在facebook收到了一份惊喜的礼物。。。好开心！
来自我远方的朋友~阿哥。。

礼物是以下的照片。。
稍微的改改。。却让我很有感觉。。赞！
在加上写着：“惊喜的礼物。一个人的生活，加油！”



原本照片如以下。。


谢谢你阿哥。。。
你的礼物 + 你的文笔。。。
真的有很强的力量为我现在的生活加油！
真的有让我觉得我没有后悔选择这条路！
真的有让我觉得我现在的生活非常精彩！

终于明白。。。

之前。。一位我蛮尊敬的高人曾要我对着镜子照一照。。
当时的我真的很不明白他的用意。。。

他是这么说的：“你每天都照镜子吧。。化妆时照着脸。。换好衣服照看美不美丽。。那你是不是从头照到尾呢？”
我答对啊是啊。。有什么问题呢？？ 他只对我说：“回去再照一照吧！”
到底要告诉我什么呢？

直到最近。。我再给他点一点。。终于明白了。。。
原来在最开始的那一刻。。。他老早就已知我会迷失方向。。
原来。。。我一开始就一点都不了解我自己。。我不懂我自己要些什么。。
所以要我照镜子看看自己。。了解自己。。明白自己。。懂得自己！！
就是我不懂自己，然后走了不少冤枉路。。。

有些人先知先觉。。。
有些人后知后觉。。。
有些人不知不觉。。。

这一刻的我。。已经后知后觉。。
下一刻的我。。必定先知先觉。。
时时刻刻的我。。避免不知不觉。。

所以。。不时一定要照镜子！ 哈！

Raining day

Feeling damn cold today in the office. Hence, I walked to pantry and had a cup of hot coffee.
I'm standing at the 19th floor of Menara Standard Chartered and look at the view of the weather outside.

It's raining outside now. It's not really heavy rain, but can see the rain drop was so weak and blow by the wind strongly.

The view of raining always recall a lot of our memories. I don't know whether you are having the same feeling with me or not??

For me, raining day always easily to recall those not really good memories of mine.

Sometime, it's also will make me to thinking and missing somebody at some other place.

In my mind now, there is no romance memories can be recall.

I just thinking of my study life at UUM last time. Really have a good time with my dear roomate ShuTing. My mind pop up the screen of our hostel room...Outside our room was raining, both of us eating maggie mee inside the room..curry flavour..emmm....really yummy yummy!!...haha...then we chit chat around...pi li pa la..laughing like crazy woman...what such a warm and sweet memory of me during raining day...miss that a lot...are you, roomate?

A friend of mine had been told me that she was thinking to in love with a guy during this kind of weather...haha...Yes, I did agreed. Definetly girls are always have this kind of feeling which is related to love love love...Try to think that if dating with the one you love during raining day. Feel so warm and romance right? haha..

Now...a moment like this, I just wish my cold hand can be hold by someone and slowly turning to warm...wah...what kind of romance dreaming...haha....

At least, that is not a bad feeling or bad thinking compare to if I recall those bad memories..... Good bye sad memories... :)

不可思议。。是真的！

最近正在读一本书~‘秘密’。。
里头强调着“吸引力法则”。。
述说着我们就像是一座‘人体发射台’。。用我们的思想传送某种frequency。
这个frequency会发送至宇宙，然后再传送回到我们的身上，变成我们的生命画面。。
宇宙不会分辨好或坏的。。它只会照单工作。。
我明白这法则。。于是我开始运用。。
真的没想到真的这么快有效。。哈哈！！
终于我体会到它那秘密中的魔力！！

昨晚。。我和两位朋友参加了婚宴后去喝茶。。
聊着聊着。。我忽然提到林宇中。。他是我朋友的大学同学。。
我自从以前就晓得。。所以我知道我有一天肯定会认识他。。
很强的frequency一直发出去。。

刚刚我真的遇见他。。是他是他！！是真的他！是林宇中！！
我很镇定。。没有疯狂。。
我对他微笑。。他也对我微笑。。
那种感觉就好像已经认识了他一样。。只不过不要打扰他在工作。。
我好开心！！真的好开心！！
我在车上一直不断开心傻笑。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
同时我也在想刚刚没有跟他打招呼或要和照类似的动作，因为我知道有一天肯定还会和他见面。。而且还可以很密切。。哈哈！！
我衷心的感谢我的朋友吴毅阳。。感恩您！

这秘密真的非常不可思议。。它真的实现了我的思想。。

再次运用这秘密武器。。
6月8号。。5个cases。。一定可以！！