反感月份

十一月。。。我对它有些反感。。。
其实不想有些事情发生在这个月份。。。
因为我恐惧它会悲剧重演。。。我不想不想那样！！
但，它不知不觉。。很自然的就发生了。。。
哎。。。没办法啦。。。
我只好祈求老天爷保佑。。。
老天爷啊。。。请你庇佑小妹一切顺顺利利！
因为我只想简单的幸福~

Falling for YOU

Colbie Caillat-Fallin' For You

I don't know boy
I think I may be fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better
I am tryin' not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
I am tryin' not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racin'
Emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinkin' about it
I want you all around me
And I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinkin' about
I want you all around me
And I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

Oh~~~~
Oh I'm fallin' for you

Hope everything will be going smooth....god bless!!!

还没出现。。。

一个人坐在cafe里工作。。。
好久没写blog了。。。
其实这一段日子真的有很多东西要写。。。
不过真的没有时间好好的写一番我脑海里所想。。。
脑海里不是事业就是感情。。。
我想。。。这一刻。。。70%想着面包，30%想着爱情吧！
路上行人匆匆走。。。原来都是路过罢了。。。
还没出现。。。真正的还没出现。。。
我还是专心把那30%转回事业好了。。。
加油咯！

因想念。。而哭了。。。

家里的小孩刚刚从房间走出来去厕所。。。
忽然让我发现。。。她哭了。。。

原来她正在想念家乡的另一个表姐。。。既是我的肥肥堂妹。。哈！
难得学校假期可以回家乡玩嘛。。。
但去了三天就得回了。。难免会不舍得咯。。。
所以。。。每当夜深人静时。。
我家这小孩就想起了和她一起玩的阿艺姐姐。。然后就情不自禁的哭了。。
回来的那一晚已哭了一回。。。今晚又哭了。。。

小孩是很天真纯洁的。。。
是喜欢就是喜欢。。
是讨厌就是讨厌。。
是这样就是这样。。
不会隐瞒内心的感觉。。

回想小时候的我也是如此。。
和现在一起住的姑姑（即这小孩的妈妈）感情非常好。。
久久才回家乡一次。。。见到她就非常的高兴。。开心到不得了！
每当要离开时。。我也同样的哭了。。
因为心里的那种舍不得及想念。。。
让我像现在的她一样。。
情不自禁的。。。
偷偷的。。。。。哭了。。

家里的两个小布丁姐姐~憬慈&妹妹~憬恩。。就是姐姐哭了。。

这就是憬慈想念的肥肥阿艺姐姐。。我在家乡的堂妹。。

较小时候的憬慈在家乡玩得多么开心。。。难怪会不想回来城市的家。。。

周公忘了约我

夜深人静的这一刻。。全家大大小小都入了梦乡。。
我。。竟然睡不下去。。
周公，你干嘛今晚忘了约我？？讨厌你！
最讨厌这种感觉！讨厌这种有觉睡不着的感觉！

天啊! 谁来救救我呀？
没有谁啦。。大家都休息了，明天不用上班咩？！

好懊恼。。怎么办？
没有怎么办。。只有继续努力全力以赴的做好。。
好辛苦。。后悔吗？
没有后悔过。。只有继续往前让自己不用后悔。。

呆呆的想着如何如何？？
电话来咯。。救星啊！哈哈。。

刚刚和一位我觉得她真的是个很棒的友人谈天。。
她知道我的问题所在。。就拨个电话与我聊天。。
我很佩服她！欣赏她！崇拜她！太赞了！
好一句：“不做就不做，要做就做好它！”
下一句：“Anytime…. Anywhere!”
后一句：“全力以赴，做到最好！最重要对得起自己。。酱做人才会开心！”

她是我想学习的对象。。
谢谢她在我梦游乱走时骂醒了我。。
谢谢她在我迷失自我时给方向我。。
谢谢她在我不知所措时给方法我。。
谢谢她在我受尽挫折时给鼓励我。。
谢谢她在我失眠的这一刻安慰我。。

真的非常谢谢她的真诚对待。。

凌晨一点四十八分。。
睡吧！
晚安！

Meet 'you' at last...

Previously...I didn't realize this is a very nice and romance song...
Slowly...I attracted by the soft and slow melody...
Recently...I really love this song so much....
This song actually in my music player list for so long time, but I seldom play it because I always play and repeat the songs which I like most only in one time.
Finally...it's 'your' turn for me to playing and repeating now....
Because as this moment... I already play it and repeating it for whole day...

~BETTER~

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
is say it..it's better

I can't conceal
This way I feel
For all the times we spend together
Forever just gets better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

I'll stand by you
If you stand by me
I think it's time that I reveal it
Cause I believe it
It's better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
If you're here it's better

Ooh I'm alright charm to you
I fall in love with everything you do

Oooh..

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
is say it..it's better

In my life, really full of many things as the songs in my music player list.
Sometimes, I only focus to other and didn't mention other things which is good thing as I didn't realize this is a nice song I like much now.
But, round and round I meet 'you' at last....as long as 'you' are in my life as 'better' in my music player list....

惊喜的礼物

今天在facebook收到了一份惊喜的礼物。。。好开心！
来自我远方的朋友~阿哥。。

礼物是以下的照片。。
稍微的改改。。却让我很有感觉。。赞！
在加上写着：“惊喜的礼物。一个人的生活，加油！”



原本照片如以下。。


谢谢你阿哥。。。
你的礼物 + 你的文笔。。。
真的有很强的力量为我现在的生活加油！
真的有让我觉得我没有后悔选择这条路！
真的有让我觉得我现在的生活非常精彩！